So, this is how I'm feeling...

PUSHed:

Where are the tears going?

The look on your face,

Like missing a piece of everything

She thinks; Get off my case!

In my heart

In my flesh

I hurt
I cry

It’s a crazy scenario

There’s no script

Stage Left-The monster’s

Eating our memories

As My love bleeds

drips right down, down

The drain, I pray

Actually beg for peace.

Not my place,

But it’s in my space

How do I walk

Back again and again?

In the wreckage

In the numbness

I still

I scream in my head

Not a freak show

No circus in my bed.

Rain on me?

No! Drown me instead.

Here I am again;

I’m fuc***g frustrated!